bit of ranting...
Posted: 9 Nov 2005, o 02:26
I shouldn't stay up that long, unfortunately this is the time my brain works best...maybe i should try some C2H5OH...anyway...
I've always thought of the mini-painting "community" as being different from most of the other "internet based" comunities, but I was utterly wrong.
coming straight to the points:
- As we see it now - let's face it - we have one big group that has the most talented, both technique-/inovation- and imaginationwise, due to some intense dedication that most of us will never want to put up anyway, and they let everyone feel it, should they ever chose to hop over the language barrier... "what you think you are good? your lightsource is wrong, the skin is too flat, why do you even paint...". if this is the price of being the top 0,01% of this hobby then no, thanks...
- on a more general view there is several groups that have a pathological feel to me, like e.g. the photoshopers, a group of people that I only lately realised within the last months.
they correct highlights because they couldnt get them smoother with the brush so that they achieve a higher rating in some internet platform in order to tell the fanboys in the local GW store that they are ranked 50 - or what do I know - but would never touch a paintbrush in front of others because it would show there's something foul going on.
- also there's the people that overestimate themselfs so much they can't cope with a single "hmmm...you could have done one more highlight there" and take it as a personal attack...browse the CMON forums nowadays and you get what I mean...
- a more general observation i made as well is that so many people hate each other because of the painting. this ranges from small 1:1 skirmish to 1:10 masacres and big epic battles, fought via PM, mail, internal forums - even in reality. It really sickens me...
I am into this hobby because it's a way of living my creativity, not because I want to impress others, not because I want to earn money, not because I think I am the bestest painter wo gibt...
Also I don't think of painting as a science, where's the fun in that and the results are really really more pleasing when I do some real life affecting science at university and I really couldnt care less if someone who I think is worse than myself anyway is using my techniques...
SO FED UP ABOUT PAINTING right now; I never really thought about quiting it or at least about quitting doing it in "public" but the thought is closer than ever... (no...won't)
oh and someone just nailed it down: "These discussions are fascinating to a layman. I had not realised how strange you arty types really are. You are almost as strange as normal people."
I've always thought of the mini-painting "community" as being different from most of the other "internet based" comunities, but I was utterly wrong.
coming straight to the points:
- As we see it now - let's face it - we have one big group that has the most talented, both technique-/inovation- and imaginationwise, due to some intense dedication that most of us will never want to put up anyway, and they let everyone feel it, should they ever chose to hop over the language barrier... "what you think you are good? your lightsource is wrong, the skin is too flat, why do you even paint...". if this is the price of being the top 0,01% of this hobby then no, thanks...
- on a more general view there is several groups that have a pathological feel to me, like e.g. the photoshopers, a group of people that I only lately realised within the last months.
they correct highlights because they couldnt get them smoother with the brush so that they achieve a higher rating in some internet platform in order to tell the fanboys in the local GW store that they are ranked 50 - or what do I know - but would never touch a paintbrush in front of others because it would show there's something foul going on.
- also there's the people that overestimate themselfs so much they can't cope with a single "hmmm...you could have done one more highlight there" and take it as a personal attack...browse the CMON forums nowadays and you get what I mean...
- a more general observation i made as well is that so many people hate each other because of the painting. this ranges from small 1:1 skirmish to 1:10 masacres and big epic battles, fought via PM, mail, internal forums - even in reality. It really sickens me...
I am into this hobby because it's a way of living my creativity, not because I want to impress others, not because I want to earn money, not because I think I am the bestest painter wo gibt...
Also I don't think of painting as a science, where's the fun in that and the results are really really more pleasing when I do some real life affecting science at university and I really couldnt care less if someone who I think is worse than myself anyway is using my techniques...
SO FED UP ABOUT PAINTING right now; I never really thought about quiting it or at least about quitting doing it in "public" but the thought is closer than ever... (no...won't)
oh and someone just nailed it down: "These discussions are fascinating to a layman. I had not realised how strange you arty types really are. You are almost as strange as normal people."