My zombie friend, sorry to hear so many shitty things happened in your life. You must resist them all and beat them, i can only imagine how its hard to find the strength to be tough, but you must not give up.
Life only makes us harder and more resilient soon you will be on your feet again.
Army? what the hell? with your health condition? please inform yourself if your not dismissed or something of militaty service.
i live very closely cancer, my wifes brother has it for about 2 years, he is my friend since he was a little child now he is 20ish and man i help him thru the disease and its not a easy stuff. quimio and radiotheraphy simply violent shit... day by day he was weaker but now he started recovering and looks better.
The only thing i say to him is be strong have always humour to handle bad news and if someone pisses you scream to F***k off in his face.
making him laugh in disease is really hard but wen we manage to do that it seems a bit softer for him.
he also was admited in the army but due to his condition and my bitching in the army he was dismissed. so dear Demi check it out.
Is it only me or grave diseases has cancer are attacking youngsters more and more? also a buddy girlfriend has it and shes also young. what are we eating and doing? is it the cell phones radiowaves or something?
So Demi_morgana you net zombie hold the fort because better times will come just dont scream F****K off to army instructors hehehe
If you need to talk and dont mind freaking bug talk im here
Pedro