did site's zombie disappear?

[Demi_morgana]

no - I didn't diappear...
I just want to excuse myself why I am not here;
last weeks were pretty hard for me and still not everyting is ok;
about 4 weeks ago I learned I probably had a malicious (?) neoplasm so I had to go to doctors, to hospital etc... waiting for results of examination and biopsy wasn't nice
(2 weeks ago this shit was cut out and now everyting seems to be ok)
another bad news is that f*cking polish post lost parcel containing catachans painted for a commision, my spirit hosts and storm troopers :suicide: now I will have to pay for minis sent by client
when I thought it just couldn't be worse I learned my good friend tried to commit a suicide... now she says everything is fine but I'm not sure
as You can see end of my summer was really f*cked up
oh, and on 11.X I am going to army so I will probably have no free time to paint minis and be here

regards

[endrem]

Hey Demi, I'm sorry to hear all that...
I'm sure you'll get better soon... Sometimes it seems that the whole world turns against you, but then usually everything gets back on the track again. Just let me (us) know if you need help in something!
Keep your head up!

[tidoco2222]

Sorry to here about your troubles mate but keep your chin up and you will get through it.

[ToMaZ]

Hey Demi, keep your head up man!! I hope these shitty days will be over soon! If you need to talk about it or something, you can always contact me

[Demi_morgana]

(...)these shitty days(...)

shitty weeks

thank You all for nice words - I just wanted to remind I am still alive (eee... let's just say undead );
but thanks to this neverending nightmare I learned several things:
I was always wondering what does man think after getting an info about serious disease - and now I know...
I also saw electric knife during my surgery - it was really weird to smell the stench of my burnt flesh
oh, and I asked the doctor to show me the stuff he cut out - THAT was really weird

[scarabstudio]

Sorry to hear all that demi, hope things get better for ya. Did you get any pics of what the doc cut out of ya, some nurgle fans could use some inspiration. I recently had a friend commit suicide, its hard to deal with it, so if you need someone to talk to, I am here.


Tyler

[Demi_morgana]

no, I couldn't take any pics because of electric knife - I had to remove all metal things before the surgery;
but I'he just made pic of the scar:
Click to see full-sized image
(gw dices are just to show the scale )
it's only 6cm long but it is really deep - doc wanted to be sure he removed all neoplasm stuff so he cut deep;
I had only one big stitch but it was running exactly under the scar and it was removed this tuesday

[Skrit]

I can really relate to your problems Piotr! I know how it is to go through rough times and can only say that your among friends here who will do what they can for you.

If you ever need to talk just contact me and I will gladly listen!

[Mordred]

keep your head up m8 ! there are good times, and there are bad times ... you always go trough both of them at one point or another. I know how freaky it is to get surgery while under local anesthetics

by the way, what the hell is neoplasm and how did it get in your body?

[mahon]

Demi, be tough, when you're in the army (which is pretty soon) there'll be no room for pansies. Be a tough military zombie and don't let your life grind you down!